It is 1st of july !! Our 1 year anniversary today , Alhamdulillah !!
Time flies , but nevertheless each moments spent together as a husband and wife were great !
A year together, we have learnt a lot. We have learned to live together, to tolerate each other and how to make one another happy .
This year anniversary has not much celebration do. I did plan for something but due to unavoidable circumstances, and weekend filled with occasions and weddings, I paused that plan . Postponed.
Knowing my husband, who is not a romantic cliche guy, I expected the least. But even so, he has his own sweetness that I would not trade any other.
After clock striked 12 midnight, after we wished each other, he suddenly commanded ..
'Sayang, tolong amekkan blazer dlm robok (almari). Saya nak gantung skali dgn seluar ni.. '
Me : jap ehhh..
Him : cepat la
*Shocked*
Me: aikk, baru a year dah mcm ni ..
Went to the cupboard to fetch his hanged blazer. Complained how high the hanger is and heavy !!
After retrieving the hanger with effort, I saw a samsung plastic bag hanged inside the blazer together.
*grinned*
Him: for u sayang
Saw galaxy s3 fone in blue
*speechless, broke to tears* (emotional ezyana)
Him : aikk dapat hadiah pun nangiss..
I apologized for not having anything prepared, no gift for him.. And his reply made me even more teared.
During the day, we went out for a date. Just like old times :)
I love u so much sayang. Not because of samsung galaxy s3, but simply because I love YOU !
Happy 1 year anniversary to us and may we be blessed with more and more anniversaries to come, together. InsyaAllah.
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Sunday, July 1, 2012
Friday, June 8, 2012
fitness is not first
I've joined fitness first in December last year. Thanks to my sister . I was only consistent for 3 months when my sister, Eryanie was around but not anymore...
I.HAVE.NOT.BEEN.GOING.TO.GYM
Reason why I joined gym in the first place was not to burn fats but to gain some muscle and so it would add up to my weight. Apart from that, I really need some cardio to keep fit, endorphins, some good body tone especially abdominal and pelvic tone and to spend time with my sister (at that time)
But after she left, and when I started medical posting , it was impossible to find time for gym.
Medical was a very very tiring posting which I enjoyed learning but not being tired. I often skipped meals and that did not help with gym after work.
I freezed my account for 3 months in total now and thought of transfer it to someone who will make full use of it. And for another reason too , it is better to stop.
Don't think it is worth committing anymore.
Sayonara gym ;) I think I'll enjoy green then machine
I.HAVE.NOT.BEEN.GOING.TO.GYM
Reason why I joined gym in the first place was not to burn fats but to gain some muscle and so it would add up to my weight. Apart from that, I really need some cardio to keep fit, endorphins, some good body tone especially abdominal and pelvic tone and to spend time with my sister (at that time)
But after she left, and when I started medical posting , it was impossible to find time for gym.
Medical was a very very tiring posting which I enjoyed learning but not being tired. I often skipped meals and that did not help with gym after work.
I freezed my account for 3 months in total now and thought of transfer it to someone who will make full use of it. And for another reason too , it is better to stop.
Don't think it is worth committing anymore.
Sayonara gym ;) I think I'll enjoy green then machine
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Condominium
Condominium pretty expensive these days , yes?
Their space are quite limited, and if you prefer the units with more rooms, it will be more expensive . Limited parkings with too rigid security are not quite fancynating .
Of course there are affordable ones which are not too bad condition but the high-ends once are too too too expensive !
( But their offers are quite tempting , no? )
I have always been siding for landed house. Safety wise can't be compare to condominium but atleast it is on the ground ! Need not to worry if my kids suddenly act all superman with superpowers etc2.
I can have my own kitchen without worrying the whole unit might smell ! Rooms and living areas . Playground nearby and I can have guests coming unlimited .
Most of the time that I observe,the bungalow houses costs the same as high-end condos .
Too over-rated and over-priced condos. Serious.
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Their space are quite limited, and if you prefer the units with more rooms, it will be more expensive . Limited parkings with too rigid security are not quite fancynating .
Of course there are affordable ones which are not too bad condition but the high-ends once are too too too expensive !
( But their offers are quite tempting , no? )
I have always been siding for landed house. Safety wise can't be compare to condominium but atleast it is on the ground ! Need not to worry if my kids suddenly act all superman with superpowers etc2.
I can have my own kitchen without worrying the whole unit might smell ! Rooms and living areas . Playground nearby and I can have guests coming unlimited .
Most of the time that I observe,the bungalow houses costs the same as high-end condos .
Too over-rated and over-priced condos. Serious.
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Thursday, April 26, 2012
Health is not Cheap
I am not a politician nor a fanatic. But that does not mean I do not care.
I had a lunch with my dad last week and the topic about politic
suddenly emerged. He questioned where the money goes.
I honestly would not know the details since I am not the government
accounts or audit, but being a healthcare personnel, I do know what
government has contributed to the society.
Hospital Ampang is the Hematology centre (blood diseases centre). And
government has invested dimes for patient undergoing transplantation
surgery. You wouldn't want to know the cost. A lot a lot a lot.
Being a malaysian itself , you get some discount when undergoing
treatment in the government. A lot of treatments and medications we
give for free for malaysians.
And most malaysians come to the government because they are not able
to support private. And some go home without paying bills.. Because
they unable to do so..
What's worst is when some others were from foreigners (indon, bangla,
burmese) tHat do not have tHe priviledge but did not pay too!
So where did the money go? - To support Malaysians undergoing some
minor treament and medication for free, vaccination for babies and
childrens, antenatal care, and support people who couldn't afford to
pay PLUS for these NON Malaysians too.
Social welfare which is also under government has done a lot to help
malaysians in need for financial support.
My dad also questioned why government servants get extra priviledge..
I told him, because we serviced the government. And government has
promised us these priviledges. I told him that healthcare priviledges
does not account for only me , but also for my family which also
includes my parents .. until I pensioned, then priviledge only goes to
my husband and kids ..
When he heard he gets the priviledge as well, he kept quiet and smiled.
Just now I was viewing patients in CCU and one patient defaulted
follow up in Serdang Hospital (cardiology centre) because she cannot
support financially. And now she came to hospital due to another heart
attack.
She was supposed to undergo angiogram with stent insertion and do you
want to know how much these procedure cost in serdang hospital? Equal
to Proton. And if in IJN, it doubles. And now, she is searching help
from social welfare ( *tears of pity*)
Who ever said health is cheap?
And because of these advantages, I would think twice if I were to
leave government.
I don't blame my dad or other Malaysians who sometime questioned where
did the money go. But I can only explained in terms of healthcare
sector, which is never cheap.
We moarned with taxes that we have to pay but the tax money has done
good for the healthcare point of view.
I had a lunch with my dad last week and the topic about politic
suddenly emerged. He questioned where the money goes.
I honestly would not know the details since I am not the government
accounts or audit, but being a healthcare personnel, I do know what
government has contributed to the society.
Hospital Ampang is the Hematology centre (blood diseases centre). And
government has invested dimes for patient undergoing transplantation
surgery. You wouldn't want to know the cost. A lot a lot a lot.
Being a malaysian itself , you get some discount when undergoing
treatment in the government. A lot of treatments and medications we
give for free for malaysians.
And most malaysians come to the government because they are not able
to support private. And some go home without paying bills.. Because
they unable to do so..
What's worst is when some others were from foreigners (indon, bangla,
burmese) tHat do not have tHe priviledge but did not pay too!
So where did the money go? - To support Malaysians undergoing some
minor treament and medication for free, vaccination for babies and
childrens, antenatal care, and support people who couldn't afford to
pay PLUS for these NON Malaysians too.
Social welfare which is also under government has done a lot to help
malaysians in need for financial support.
My dad also questioned why government servants get extra priviledge..
I told him, because we serviced the government. And government has
promised us these priviledges. I told him that healthcare priviledges
does not account for only me , but also for my family which also
includes my parents .. until I pensioned, then priviledge only goes to
my husband and kids ..
When he heard he gets the priviledge as well, he kept quiet and smiled.
Just now I was viewing patients in CCU and one patient defaulted
follow up in Serdang Hospital (cardiology centre) because she cannot
support financially. And now she came to hospital due to another heart
attack.
She was supposed to undergo angiogram with stent insertion and do you
want to know how much these procedure cost in serdang hospital? Equal
to Proton. And if in IJN, it doubles. And now, she is searching help
from social welfare ( *tears of pity*)
Who ever said health is cheap?
And because of these advantages, I would think twice if I were to
leave government.
I don't blame my dad or other Malaysians who sometime questioned where
did the money go. But I can only explained in terms of healthcare
sector, which is never cheap.
We moarned with taxes that we have to pay but the tax money has done
good for the healthcare point of view.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
To master in .. ?
I always see my self as a consultant. Not a surgeon.
I love medicine. I love paediatric too. Almost the same , only different is age group covered .
Paediatric covers 12 yrs old and below while medicine above 12 yrs old.
I still love medicine more. I feel it could benefit people around me.
and so one day, I was pondering about what to subspecialized in if I specialized in medicine.
I know it is too early to decide but I like to have some goals in life. Something to look forward to rather than stay in comfort plateau.
Medicine is so vast it covers almost the entire system. Heart, brain, eye, skin, lungs, gastrointestinal, kidneys , endocrine...
I have always always in love with cardiology. The Heart. It is too fascinating to learn about the electrical activity, physiology, the vessel territories, the disease etc2 .. I love
Suddenly one fine day, I had a chat with a friend. She asked - what do u wanna specialize in?
I answered -Cardio.
Her sister is a cardiologist in IJN. Very very busy. No time for family at all.
I had pins and needles since.
Last week I had a round with one of tHe specialist I adore. Had a small cHat wHile discussing case.
She asked me not to worry as I'll be exposed to so many during master programme and I will know what to do later. She said that cardiology is very very busy but very very nice .
She asked what kind of life do u want to have in future ? I told her, I want to have both. A time for family is for sure a want in my life.
Neurology ( the brain) or endocrine is a specialization that is very very nice to pursue in, and have time off from hospital too. No calls at night or during offdays/holidays like cardio.
Hhhhmmmm..
I have a heart for hearts but I need to open up to other system as my life may not cope well if I have too many hearts to handle. Sigh.
Hope isthikharah and tahajjud will lead me to a path that is a win win for family and carrier. and I think I'm starting to like neuro ;) I slamed neuroanatomy during my 1st year, who knows I was meant for neuro all along *winx*
xoxo
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Thursday, April 19, 2012
Testing !
Test.. Test..
Can u see meee??
Just got to know that post can be made by writing an email !! Noob
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Can u see meee??
Just got to know that post can be made by writing an email !! Noob
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no bag. only RM10
I am a big spender. I admit.
To cover my guilt, I ONLY bring RM10 to work, never more but often less. So that I would spend appropriately on food. Eat only from the warungs and no pizzas, mcDs or nandos.
and...
I don't bring my purse to work. No ATM. No credit card. GOOD !
Which also means, I don't bring along my license when driving .. For the past... *counting fingers*
Seven months !! ...
I do but very very seldom. Probably once a month I drive to work with driving license along.
and I have been walking around without my MyKAD too !...tsk tsk tsk
you may wonder what kind of person I am silently. "Unique" HUH -_-
Oh well, let's hope my working ID will save me when I'm in trouble ;))
Reason why I don't bring purse because I don't bring a bag to work. I go to hospital , bag-less.
So much hassle to stop by in the medical staff's room-park my bag-work-take my bag-go home. H.A.S.S.L.E!
and it is adding more weight on my shoulder.
I go to work with my white-coat on. Which contains stethoscope, 2 small note books, punch card, a lot of pen, 2 phones, a charger, a lot of scribble papers,car keys and sometimes my medical handbook. WEIGHT!!
and, I like it not wearing any bag ! so, people wouldn't know if I'm running late, or if I'm going off early than I should have. SMART kannnnnn? (i hope none of my bosses find out about this post)
Bag-less and RM10 to work daily is a double win, for me =)
To cover my guilt, I ONLY bring RM10 to work, never more but often less. So that I would spend appropriately on food. Eat only from the warungs and no pizzas, mcDs or nandos.
and...
I don't bring my purse to work. No ATM. No credit card. GOOD !
Which also means, I don't bring along my license when driving .. For the past... *counting fingers*
Seven months !! ...
I do but very very seldom. Probably once a month I drive to work with driving license along.
and I have been walking around without my MyKAD too !...tsk tsk tsk
you may wonder what kind of person I am silently. "Unique" HUH -_-
Oh well, let's hope my working ID will save me when I'm in trouble ;))
Reason why I don't bring purse because I don't bring a bag to work. I go to hospital , bag-less.
So much hassle to stop by in the medical staff's room-park my bag-work-take my bag-go home. H.A.S.S.L.E!
and it is adding more weight on my shoulder.
I go to work with my white-coat on. Which contains stethoscope, 2 small note books, punch card, a lot of pen, 2 phones, a charger, a lot of scribble papers,car keys and sometimes my medical handbook. WEIGHT!!
and, I like it not wearing any bag ! so, people wouldn't know if I'm running late, or if I'm going off early than I should have. SMART kannnnnn? (i hope none of my bosses find out about this post)
Bag-less and RM10 to work daily is a double win, for me =)
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