I have SIX SENSE !

Normal people would have 5 senses. But, I am not a normal person. Because I have 6 senses.

Some of them would claim they have 6th sense. They could sensed if something would go wrong, or predict a future of a person just by looking at them, read people's character, and etc etc etc.

My number 6 sense is my EYE. BUT, EYE is already in one of the normal 5 senses.

Eyes are used to see people, to make eye contact, to give gesture to people you communicate with, to stare, to watch movies, to look at your surroundings, to learn and to live.

So why EYE is my number 6 eventhough it is already in my usual 5 senses?

ok , STOP with the wild imaginations of seeing dead people , future, or black souls just like in the movie called THE EYE. Pretty eery if i were to have those senses. I don't think I could handle it.

I have this pretty cool senses with my eyes. They vibrates. NOT ALL THE TIME. Just sometimes, on certain occasions.

If it vibrated on the right side, it means fortune awaits. And if it vibrated on the left side, the opposite would occur. That was what my mom said.

Hence I analyzed everytime when it happened. And after few experiences, what my mom said was undoubtedly true.

When I was young, during high school years, the vibration of the eyelids don't occur as much. As i grew up, it occurred frequently and what my mom said was right, all-the-time.

For example, if my lids vibrated on the right side before my exams, I know my exams would be ok InsyaAllah and true enough, it did. If i were to flipped pages before exam, and the right eyelid fluttered while reading one of the topic, I would concentrate more because I know that the topic would come out. AND IT WAS TRUE.

Not just exams. If i were to meet my family, my parents , my boyfriend, and people whom i missed, the right eye vibrated.

If it pulsated on the left side, i know a misfortune would occur and it would ended with tears, fight, or emotional down-turned. So , if my left eye were to vibrate, i would usually be a little anxious of what might happen and tried to have a good mindset out of whatever coming. And it was true. It was either i got dishearted by people's comments, or got scolded by my parents, or just a misunderstanding with friends.

If prior to exams, it pulsated on the left side- i know i'm not going to excel. TRUE . it happened to me during my 1st year, 1st anatomy test. I was REALLY REALLY anxious when that happened. I studied hard.. harder.. and wished my right eye would start vibrating instead.. but it did not. and true enough, my first anatomy test was a BLUNDER. Thank god i did not mess my other examinations, especially the major ones, Alhamdulillah.

SO, whenever my eyes vibrated either left or right, I would be super-anxious about it. Because i know something is going to happen, good or bad depends on which eye that vibrated but I would not know WHAT.

Question? Is this hereditary?

I believe so YES. because my mom has it. and hers are pretty correct all the time too.

Any of you experience any 6th senses? come, share !

proud to be lazy. *smirk*

Dear all,

Weekends were freedom !! *freedom song playing at the back of my head*

Away from the stressful & hectic medical life. As Friday comes, my heart would leap in excitement as Friday means FLY-day. literally.

After Friday classes, I would zoomed back home. I know I have got to stop this habit of going home every-weekend. BUT, it's irresistable.

I have 2 cute sisters to buly back home. I have my bed, my room, my parents, my mom's cooking, my boyfriend, my life, my everything is back-at-home. I, who were in boarding school since form 1 till form 5 and in india for 2 years and the half --- you could labelled me SPOILT

Open houses were crazy this past few weeks. Everyweekend in Syawal month, at least one openhouse per day would have to attend. I, truly am blessed with great food & great hospitality.

However, I didn't complain about the fat I'm gaining. cause i needed it. i NEED fat ! how weird is that coming out from a girl? but i do really need to gain weight. i ate A-LOT , but i skipped meals A-LOT too.. hehe !

BUT, im really really really tired of going out for open houses already. I LOVE OPENHOUSES but if only openhouses invited people with pyjamas, spectacle, crazy-disorganized-hair-do, unpowdered face and 'selipar jamban' , i would go without a single complain !

The part to get-ready is the most "ma-fan" (tedious) part.

Everytime my family mentioned , "there's an openhouse on friday at ..... and Saturday at..... and Sunday at....."

And my boyfriend would also said almost the same thing, and we would have to organize our openhouses schedule so we could both attend all houses.

My response would be " alaaaa maaaaa..... can i not go??" or " alaaa sayang, can i not go??? "

In my heart, i wished for to just tug in bed, in my pyjamas, with the television on, and relax. (I'm that lazy, HUH????) . I am not LAZY ,i am a laid-back person. hehe !

But feeling guilty & bad for my own response, I went. hehe.. !

It does not matter what i think or what i responded beforehand, because in the end , i attended almost ALL openhouses anyways.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, please be proud of me , please? :)

Enjoy your last week of Syawal everyone!

Kids and I are like magnets. At least, in my point of view.

I love kids.

I just love them. Eventhough at home, I am stuck with annoying-toddler-Ellyssa, I still LOVE kids.

I love kids, and they love me too ! I sounded too confident, yes? OK-OK.. maybe not ALL kids are fond of me.

Especially, in the wards, just by wearing a white coat already made the poor-child anxious.

However, when at home, or friend's place, or family's place, or anywhere with kids around, they love me. Cause I love them. Law of Attraction. Have u heard of that? =p

FINE, except ELLYSSA. She hates me. cause i am a big buly. but she is the rare-kind. Who dislike cutie-ME.

Look at her expression..pfftt

So, Now, at this age, whereby I am in between the stage of adolescent and adulthood, along with the plans to get married in near-future, I have this consciousness of showing my love to babies & kids, especially when there were people around.

They will start to tease -- " eh , tak sabar nak ada anak?" or, how we handled babies and kids , how we played with them, were we good to kids-- will be judged , in someways that I would not realized, but I am conscious about it. HA-HA !

They would say - BE YOU !

BUT seriously, tell me how to BE YOU when all eyes are at YOU .. ??

hahahahahaha ! have u ever had the same experience as I did? cause there is no way I could control this concious-freak level , and i think the only treatment is to have a baby of my own . And then I could be MYSELF.

rephrase...Baby of my own? that would not be anytime soon. Most of my friends are having baby soon and some already delivered. Kids are irresistable !! The LOVE can't be kept inside, y'knowwwww .... heeheeeee =))

Problems about maids are endless, no?

It's quite interesting to hear moms complaining about MAIDS. Especially on this year's Raya, almost every houses that I went , topics about maids would not be missed.

"eh, maid aku aritu lari rumah"

"eh, maid aku tak nak kerja. dah la penipu"

etc etc etc..

and then, one of the aunt who saw me listening said, "one day, u will be like us , talking about maids " .. *speechless*

My family has a lot of experiences with maids . The problematic ones however outnumbered the good ones.

Those who ran away were the top most in rank. The latest occured 2-3 months ago when my mom went out to fetch Ewanina and left Ellyssa(4yrs old) alone at home with the maid. When they got back, they were shocked the door wasn't locked, and Ellyssa was all by herself , alone-at-home-watching-TV.

Another maid,a lil bit wanked-off , who had once gave a knife to my mom and ordered my mom to kill her after being scolded for not doing proper job. This same maid, psycho she is , pulled out a few teeth after my brother complained how bad her mouth odour were. Her work was a mess, she improperly arranged things and put everything upside down, inside out. *sigh*

Those who got sent back because they could not work, those with medical diseases, those who got pregnant and we managed her till she delivered and also been sent out after, bla bla bla..

The good ones were few. Alhamdulillah we just received a good one few weeks back. She can't cook because the last time we asked her to cook vegetables, she added sugar into it.. *HAHA*

But she is really good. She worked like a robot which we all wished she would have an OFF switch. Once she starts with a specific work, she would not stop and would not care what is happening in other areas of the house. pfft ! but Alhamdulillah, really !

I could not imagine how my life would take me in future.

Definitely we would be needing one , as my work is around the clock most of the time. and he too. Or maybe we shall depend on the parents :D omg , .. when will you be independent?

u know.. help to take care of the kids when we are not around. IF they don't mind us borrowing their maids and we could send our laundry to their places so that the maids could help us do laundry and borrow their maids to do house cleaning once a week. heheheee

Sounds like a good idea, ain't it? *grinnnnnnnnsssss*

Final Semester, Here I come..

My seniors have just received their results and most of them that I know, all PASSED !

I'm SO ENVIOUS !! I just couldn't wait for my turn , next. InsyaAllah, if God permits me. Congratulations B17 doctors who made it !

Although passing MBBS is just like saying HELLO TO NO LIFE, but, it's worth all the 5-years effort. It's nice when people called u doctor when u actually are, rather than people called u doctor and you would reply -- "soon".. BOO !

My next posting is O&G (obstetrics & gynaecology). Its a medicine dealing with Women. Y'know: menstruation, pregnancy, labour, after labour, and all the disorders relating to ovary, uterus, cervix, vagina, etc.

am i looking forward ?

to learn- YES !

to experience- YES !

but to meet with the faculty members - a BIG FAT NO NO !

urgh, i don't know why I dislike the faculties in MMMC . Let's just put the complains aside.

O&G for final year students will be different. We would be expose with many labours, would be given an opportunity to be in labour room from 9pm to 9am which is GREAT, really ! because most babies were born in the middle of the night. And final years could also deliver babies, deliver placentas or do per-vagina examinations. I, would love to try those.

Allah's greatest creation could be seen clearly during O&G posting. How a cell grow to become a human, how a small organ like a uterus (rahim) could expand enormously during pregnancy, and how it became near to normal size immediately after labour, how God Almighty has made the mothers forget the pain they went through labour cause really if He does not erase the pain memory , none of the mothers would want to have another baby. How great is that?

If u ask a mother - is labour painful? how severe/bad is the pain ?

They would answer: VERY PAINFUL. But none could describe, coz the memory has faded.

none will. until the next labour comes, they will experience it again and would forget bout the pain after and the cycle repeats. =)

I say HELLO to final semester. My vision for this semester is to learn everything thoroughly and to pass with ease.

My missions are :-

*to dump myself in the library everynite.

*to be attentive during posting

*to control myself from going back home every weekend.

My missions sounded impossible to achieve. But atleast I have the effort to have a mission,

right ? eheh !

I don't get it.

I don't get it when people wanted me to join in discussion, but when idea been told , it would be rejected straight without any considerations.

I don't get it , why people have to raise voice, over a potato.

I don't get it, why people transverse anger to the innocent ones, just so that they feel better.

I don't get it, when I answered, they would say I'm being disrespectful. When really, I was just answering your questions.

I don't get it..

Although, I don't get it.. Although, I hate it.. I feared of becoming the person I dislike. One day, it will be the other way round. Where people would say the same things over my actions.

that they DON'T GET ME.

I don't get it. Cause really, I am 5 years old.

Selamat Hari Raya !

Hey everyone, How's Raya for all of you? although its very late to wish, but they say - better late than never =) so, SELAMAT HARI RAYA !! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN .. sorry for any wrongs done intentionally or non intentionally. we are all a normal human being that tends to do mistakes all the time.

Raya has been great to me. This might be the last raya as a single lady with my family. First day of raya, I was touched by the fact that this is the last raya with my family. Next year , I would have to follow my husband's decision. In Islam, wife has to respect the husband's decision.

I got to celebrate Raya with family since 2008 after completing first phase in India for 2years and half.

However when i got to Raya with family, My sister , Eryanie had left to New Zealand in February 2008.

And the last time we got to celebrate raya as a whole family was in 2005 ( I left in 2006,Mac) but at that time, Ellyssa (the youngest in family) was not born yet. So, in conclusion, since Ellyssa was born, the family never had a RAYA where everyone is around. :(

However, being apart during raya, despite having classes on Raya day, i bet my sister ERYANIE is doing great in NZ..

She is strong girl inside out, she has great dreams to achieve, and she knows that we are here supporting her, always. I know it is sad to be away for raya. I HATE IT TOO. I celebrated two Raya-s in India, and i did not like it.

I would cry when i heard takbir raya (takbir raya :wordings where they praise Allah Almighty, during the first 3days of Raya), cry again when calling the family to ask for forgiveness, cry endlessly .. ~SUX~

BUT i know she did OKAY on raya day.

hehehe, SEE?? i told u so ;) look at the thumbs up !

I tried my best not to make her cry on the phone , eventhough i love to do so.. HEHE !

ERYANIE, WE LOVE U !

and to all readers, Selamat Hari Raya !! and sorry for any wrongs done.