updates

Ramadhan is nearing to end. I hope everybody gets what they seeked for in this Ramadhan, InsyaAllah. I know some of my friends have changed to be better during this Ramadhan and I am so proud of them, wishing the same changes to occur to me too ! (ehem, hijab =) ) InsyaAllah. It will start somewhere just need some strong initiation and persistence.

I have entered a new department since 2nd of July- obstetric and gynecology (obgyn) . All about women and their reproductive organs. Initially I don't quite liking the vibe but after a month plus there, I'm getting the hang of it. It is a nice posting but not something I would love to do/deal with day in and out. In short,  I will not consider specialising in this area. No specific reasons, just no interest that's all.

That is what housemenship is all about. You like it or not, you have to work around it and deal with it for 4 months per posting and pray that you will not be extended more than 4 months. and ofcourse, learn as you go and gain as many experiences as you could. One thing I dislike is when it is my last month posting, when everything is just at the tip of finger, when everyone around you are like family, when you feel belong and comfortable---> at the end , you got to bid farewell and start all over again for the next posting. Adapt, learn, get the hang of it. EUWWW hate.

I am in obgyn and yes, I can conduct delivery =) /sambut baby/beranakkan orang etc etc heh..

I have also turned 25 on 25th of July. Since it was during fasting month, and on that date husband and I had berbuka at his aunt's place  with his family and cousins, we had a small celebration there. Ibu (MIL) bought a nice Hagen-dazs ice-cream cake and everything was sweet and simple. A birthday song, a cake and a candle. =)



My family planned to celebrate later since I had plans on 25th,  but hmmmmm.. I guess they must have forgotten about it after few days has passed. LOLS! most importantly, I've received prezzy from hubby, ibu and mama ;)) oh, and from my brother all the way from Uk. heh =0)

Speaking of my birthday, I have this expectations that people who are closed to me, must wish. I don't fancy belated but that is better than no wish at all.

My bestfriend who I've known since nastional service, Alia. She never fails to wish me birthday yearly at 12midnight sharp! When hubby and I were boyfriend-girlfriend, he and Alia berebut to wish me. Even up to now ! hehe. I am truly feel blessed. But this year, I zonked out at 9pm on the 24th of July. The next morning, I saw missed calls from Alia at 0000hrs. and then she messaged saying how sad she were not being able to be the first. T.T

I have another bestfriend who forgets my birthday this year.....

All relationship have their ups and downs. When we were miles away apart, I could feel the distance then. But there were efforts to meet and catch up and there goes the saying that "bestfriends remain the same even after months of silence" or something like that. It did feel that way. She was there when I needed her and vice versa ..

This year, it got more pronounced. Not sure if being married was the reason so, but she declined few hangout dates , she's not the kind that message/bbm so not much of update basically.. and she missed my birthday. She realised so when one of our bestfriend reminded her.-___-

This post was not to convey any message to her ,don't think she even knows I have a blog, No intentions to make anyone feel bad.

The message I am trying to convey is that, A relationship without an effort, will just floats away.
It takes two to tango, two hands to clap, two wings to fly.

I am not angry. Just sad pondering upon how many of my friends would actually care about the ship we sailed together once everybody owns so many ships along the way. I care.